I knew that change is inevitable and that life is full of transitions. Somehow in my brain, though, there was always going to be something about myself that didn’t change. I figured I would always prefer solitude to company- that it would always be ok for me to be alone.
Not so much anymore.
Last week my parents went down to Bethel for a conference, a trip of about ten hours. I went crazy, a trip of not more than five minutes.
It was ok during the day. I stayed busy or slept. When about 6pm rolled around I started getting agitated. By nine I was downright upset. This has never ever happened to me before. I wasn’t scared or worried about my safety, I was lonely.
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Apparently I’m not as good of company as I used to be. I blame the Carr family. After spending 6 weeks with constant company I have become crippled. Or maybe it’s that I miss having friends. A friend would have sufficed. Read the rest of this entry »
